Post by Connor Micheal Collins on Sept 20, 2014 2:03:45 GMT 1
Shrugging, not anymore comfortable then he already was, so he shook his head, "No, it's okay. I'm not...you didn't do anything wrong I mean. I'm okay. It's okay." Connor started to babble, but once Trevor said he hoped Lucien wouldn't mind, Connor didn't think the Gryffindor really would. Why would he? "I don't think he'll mind it, he's nice." Connor said honestly, because there was nothing for him to get upset about.
Blushing deeply, Trevor wanted to kiss him!? Lucien would probably not like that part. At all. Because that's cheating. And Connor might not have ever done this before, he didn't think Lucien would be okay with that. "Uhm..You, I think that, I don't think so. I mean, I think kissing would be bad. Lucien probably wouldn't' like that. If me and Lucien weren't together, I might, not that I don't want to..er...You're really cute and nice, but I, you know, uhm, sorry." Not wanting to upset Trevor, but not wanting to go back against Lucien, Connor found himself caught in the middle. Connor rested his head in hands, flustered that he couldn't talk or think straight.
Post by Trevor Dixon on Sept 20, 2014 2:18:17 GMT 1
"Well, there's no reason he should mind a little flirt." Trevor once again flashed his dimple. "I know I kind of sprung this on you, I'm sorry. But it pretty much hit me as a surprise, too. I mean, I've always found you attractive, but..." he shrugged.
"I know. But I can't help wanting to, even though I know I shouldn't." Trevor looked a bit contrite. He perked up when Connor mentioned wanting to kiss him. Maybe there was a way... No! No! Stop that! A voice inside his head shouted. This was not good. Connor was obviously a very nice guy, and devoted to his boyfriend, who was Trevor to try and push himself between that? That was just something you were not supposed to do!
"Maybe I should just go, this is not fair to you." he mumbled.
Post by Connor Micheal Collins on Sept 20, 2014 2:43:38 GMT 1
Smiling, Connor nodded, yeah, just a little flirting was okay right? Lucien couldn't get upset about that. Right? "Yeah, it's..it's okay." Finally Connor couldn't take it, he shoved Trevor, "Will you stop! I'm gonna explode here!" Not really upset at all, but he was blushing again, just as he calms down, Trevor goes and says that! He was always attracted to Connor, then why didn't he come talk to him? "But..then why didn't you come talk to me before? I mean..It's not..I wouldn't have stopped you before."
Grabbing the other boy's arm, frowning, "No, I don't...Don't leave. I like talking to you." Connor didn't mean to be demanding, so he let go of Trevor's arm. He didn't have any friends, and Trevor was nice to him. Made him feel good. He didn't want to loose that. Especially since Lucien is busy and he's always in detention, the Slytherins are always on his case too. "I uhm, you can, kiss me if you want." Connor said, he just hoped Lucien wouldn't get upset with him. He really wanted a friend.
Post by Trevor Dixon on Sept 20, 2014 3:29:54 GMT 1
"Well, it's the truth." Trevor didn't mind the shove, after all, it involved Connor touching him. "But you always seemed to be occupied with something, and I'm younger than you, so I thought I wouldn't bother you. But today, I just decided to take a chance."
Trevor stopped short when Connor grabbed his arm. He felt confused. No one had ever tried that 'boys only fall in love with girls, and girls only fall in love with boys' on him, his parents were open-minded and had several gay friends. But so far, Trevor had only found girls attractive. But never as much as he was attracted to Connor. This was ridiculous. Maybe it was just the hormones. He had learned about them when he still went to muggle school. Wizards had them, too, right? His head jerked up in surprise when Connor said he could kiss him. He cast a quick look around the common room. It was empty. Good. He didn't want anyone watching and gossiping. His heart beating crazily, he leaned over. So far, he had only kissed girls, and not that many of them. What if Connor was disappointed? What if that Lucien kissed much better? What if... In the middle of his thoughts, his lips crashed against Connor's. Trevor put as much effort as he could into the kiss, hoping that Connor would decide he wanted more kisses from Trevor, not just this. He marvelled at Connor's soft, but firm lips, exploring them with his lips gently, then teasing them open to get a taste of the older boy's tongue. With appalling timing, his jeans became uncomfortably tight.
Post by Connor Micheal Collins on Sept 20, 2014 3:41:01 GMT 1
"I was never busy...I don't, well, I don't have a lot of friends. Lucien was the only person I, well, talk to. Other than that Puplia girl, she really hates my case. I don't know if their friends or not, but there's anther girl now too...and sorry. But I would have loved a friend before..I'm just..not a people person. I..babble a lot." Connor went to explain, and over explained.
Watching as Trevor looked around the common room, he didn't know why he would do that. Did Trevor want to be else where? Connor could feel the disappointment in him growing, he wished he was more social, then maybe he would actually make more friends. When Trevor whipped back around, kissing him, hard, Connor's eyes flew open. While he did say Trevor could, it still surprised when the other boy had stopped looking interested. Tilting his head to the side, he followed Trevor's lead for a moment, sucking on the bottom lip, before pulling away. While Trevor was good-looking, the kiss was amazing, Connor had bad feeling about what he just did.
Taking a breath, and putting some space between their faces, Connor leaned back against the couch. He felt so guilty, but he didn't know what to do. Something told him Lucien was not going to be happy about this. "I..uhm, you..you kiss good." Connor attempted, being truthfully kind, just because he felt like this, doesn't mean he should push that on to Trevor. Connor wasn't going to risk the only possible friendship offer he's had since school started. Ever.
Post by Trevor Dixon on Sept 20, 2014 3:55:23 GMT 1
"It's hard to believe, you really seem so nice, and you are gorgeous." Trevor smiled.
Trevor whimpered ever so slightly when Connor pulled away. The kiss left him flushed and breathless, the intensity of feeling almost frightening him. Connor had a very strong effect on him, and obviously only wanted a friend. Trevor looked at the older boy, trying to figure out if he would be able to handle lusting for Connor and just being a friend. Well, a friend would be better than no contact, and maybe, just maybe, there would be a chance to deepen that friendship into more someday.
"Thanks," Trevor said. "You, too." He shifted, hoping to hide the bulge in his jeans. Connor was uncomfortable enough as it was. Then, he laughed. This situation was totally absurd, sealing a budding friendship with a passionate kiss that left him desperately hoping for more. "This is the strangest way I've ever made a friend," he quickly said, making sure Connor didn't think he was laughing at him.
Post by Connor Micheal Collins on Sept 20, 2014 4:05:51 GMT 1
Shrugging, he wasn't sure to respond to that, Connor had only accepted to make friends with Lucien, and here they were dating. He had tried to make friends with Trevor, and ended up kissing. A bad feeling set further into Connor's stomach, he just kissed a boy. He just kissed someone while being with Lucien. What if Lucien doesn't stick around now? Attempting a smile he didn't feel in order to comfort his new friend, trying to not let out how scared he actually was. "I guess..I mean, girls do it a lot. So I don't know, maybe it's not that bad?" Connor didn't even know if he felt that way or if he wanted to feel that way.
"I'm sorry, would...what do you like to do? Maybe we can go, well, do something." Connor wanted to distract himself, he didn't want to think about the kiss, even if he liked it, even if he was just trying to keep an actual friendship with Trevor, he knew he shouldn't have done it. "Something you like, it'll..be nice right?"
Post by Trevor Dixon on Sept 20, 2014 16:24:15 GMT 1
Trevor's eyebrows shot up. Girls did it all the time? Well, Connor was right, but...seriously, girls. Girls also went to the bathroom in groups and slept in the same bed even if they were only friends. Which made Trevor wonder what girls might do exceeding that, claiming that it was part of a close female friendship. Too bad he only had a brother, there was no one he could ask.
"Yeah, you're right, they really do it all the time. I've girls in my class that kiss whenever they see each other first in the morning, then kiss before they go to their common rooms." He grinned. Even if it was okay to kiss in a friendship, his galloping heart was probably not acceptable, not to mention other bodily reactions.
"That's a good idea. There's an hour before dinner, how about a walk to the lake? We could just walk and talk, if you like. And this weekend is a Hogsmeade weekend, but I guess your boyfriend will want to take you somewhere then."
Post by Connor Micheal Collins on Sept 26, 2014 15:26:41 GMT 1
Nodding, yeah, that's pretty much how Connor saw girls too. He was never really good with girls, or well, guys really either. Trevor was siting here, and Connor wasn't the one to instigate the conversation. That first it was Luicen, but Connor had run right into the boy then with Trevor, he had come and started talking to him. "I don't know, girls are kinda different though. I mean, you don't normally just kiss anyone right? I mean I don't...I mean like, Lucien was my first and I've never well, you know, after him. Well, until just now. With you. And you're not a girl, but neither, uhm, am I. I.." The sound Connor made after stumbling over all his words was cross between a groan and whine, he didn't know what to do, it was almost as if the blonde boy was pouting.
"We can do that, I have detention tonight though, so...I have to go to that after." Connor sounded apologetic, unsure of how else to put it. He didn't want to leave the boy, that was rude, but couldn't just ditch detention in the thread of being expelled.
Post by Trevor Dixon on Sept 26, 2014 21:05:35 GMT 1
Trevor laughed. "No, I don't usually go around kissing people. And I was pretty sure you weren't a girl, but thanks for really clearing that up." He wasn't making fun of Connor; it was just that his clumsy fumbling for words was awfully cute and sweet. And Trevor had a hard time not answering that kind of thing. "Hey, don't pout, there's no reason. It's cute when you go all flustered." Trevor smiled.
He beamed when Connor said he'd go on the walk with him. "No, you have to go to that detention, you shouldn't risk more trouble with Animus. I doubt it'd sit well with her if you didn't show up. But we have until dinner." Taking the other boy by the arm, he headed for the door of the common room, ready for some fresh air.
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